I don’t know what to tell you my darling, I know I haven’t recently. But I really haven’t had the chance. As I’m sure you’re aware, governmental things down here have literally been on the edge of absolutely falling apart. I can’t say that you actually did leave at the right time. I mean, Leen, if you would’ve lived to this point in time the way that the Christian conservatives and the Republican Party and the tea party are acting, you would not be getting the care that you got, before they became so horrible. So you would have been living now, instead of having died in November, they probably would’ve killed you.
So as tough as it is not having you in my life, my dear, at least I have the solace of knowing that you got out for they could get their hands on you. It’s funny Leen, I have never in my entire life seems so much hatred. It’s just awful. The tea party and the Christian conservatives are really taking a great deal of pleasure and how much pain they are able to cause. It’s like they can’t do enough to hurt innocent Americans. It’s just horrible. I don’t even know if I’m going to get a check for next month. Of course, if I don’t, sweetheart, I’ll have to take your ashes and try to find somewhere to live because I’ll probably lose the house. And there really isn’t any safe place to go in this country anymore. So I might just give your ashes to Evelyn and then simply try and join you. I don’t know what else to do, sweetheart. I just don’t know what else to do.